Today, I decided to live my life for myself! Or should I rather say, I decided not live for others? It simply means that I will only do what I really want to. No more acting happy and trying to see that bright side of life and force that smile, no more taking tablets to prolong this miserable life. World can hate me for all it wants.
I know it is important to do what I really want, not what others expect out of me. I am not sure I can be mean to others. It may not be in my nature. But for sure, I will not change me for others. I am what I am. If you like me the way I am, please like me. If not, continue to hate me, bitch about me, malign me and make my life miserable. What more can you do? Ya, You can poison the minds of those who like me too. Wont that complete the cycle?
I may decide to not to live this life. Wont that be my prerogative? I wish it was that simple. But what do you do about others who wish the best for you and live for you, or at least care a bit about you? I have no answers.
I know it is important to do what I really want, not what others expect out of me. I am not sure I can be mean to others. It may not be in my nature. But for sure, I will not change me for others. I am what I am. If you like me the way I am, please like me. If not, continue to hate me, bitch about me, malign me and make my life miserable. What more can you do? Ya, You can poison the minds of those who like me too. Wont that complete the cycle?
I may decide to not to live this life. Wont that be my prerogative? I wish it was that simple. But what do you do about others who wish the best for you and live for you, or at least care a bit about you? I have no answers.
