Sometimes I wonder why I cry over seemingly simple issues...
Do I take things too personally? I dont know...
I am too sensitive for my own taste...
In one way, I invite people to hurt me over simple things...
I don't really trust to share my thoughts with others for the simple fact that with sharing I give an opportunity to hurt me over and over again...
I close up as soon as I feel that somebody tries to tread into my domain...
Ya... Red alert! He / she may hurt you....
Protect what is yours... no point in regretting later...Aha!
You got it? That is me. I don't have a soul mate, whom I share my inner most secrets!
I have a husband whom I love little too much... I used to share with him... But results were same. He can hurt me and I just take it... It is never physical, nor he need to try hard emotionally. He can easily do it with his attitude. Poor guy... May be he deserves a better wife too...
Ya sis! I'm a cry baby. I cry when I'm hurt... I cry my heart out... My pillows, my bath room - they can narrate a lot of stories... If they could speak for themselves, I better disappear from this earth!
Hmm... I have tears in my eyes... They are threatening to fall... I feel a pain in my heart... It hurts too... Where is that friend with a good stock of tissues? Where is that balm which can ease this pain? I'm still waiting...
1 comment:
Beautifully written feelings... It makes me sad, but then as you say it is what you are... I am sure that you detest sympathy and that is not what you are looking for... I guess you just want to share your thoughts.
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